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Lizzz
14 April 2009 @ 05:33 pm
Okay... So I didn't phone. Was up until 7.30am last night/this morning, woke up at midday and promptly woke up again at 3.30pm. Found I didn't actually have time in the end. At least tomorrow I won't have anyone getting in the way, which helps. I'm starting to doubt that I'll be able to do it, even then.

Very tired now.

I'm rather at a loss at the moment, to be honest.
 
 
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Lizzz
14 April 2009 @ 12:04 am
nausea nausea nausea nausea nausea just like last night. Hopefully I'll get to sleep some this time 'round. Related to the Up/down Up/down cycle? Certainly feels like it.

I've got rabbit scratches all over my left hand and I need to remember to phone the doctor.
 
 
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Lizzz
13 April 2009 @ 02:18 pm
Been getting quite a buzz from this #amazonfail thing. Despite being gay myself, I don't feel consumed by anger/indignation/irritation/fear/sadness by this; just another reason to avoid Amazon, that's all.

Just waiting for the crash now - first time I've recognised that I'm (probably) in a manic phase while still in it. I suppose it's quite good that my first post back in a while documents a mid-manic ramble.

There's so much I want to say, and yet - there's nothing, or maybe everything is going by too quickly for me to catch it. I feel like I could type faster than anyone, say the most amazing things. What's stopping me? It's not the right time. Why? I couldn't possibly say. There's only one other piece of business to type down before it's time to sign off, and I'm reluctant to get there - I want to carry on indefinitely, but I have no idea what to say. But better this than doing something dangerous physically or financially, I suppose!

So, well. Planning on making an appointment at the doctor's soon. And isn't that a troubling thought? Takes an edge off the energy, but I liked where I was at just fine - I don't want this creeping anxiety/nausea back, ta. But then I just want it over with. I don't think they'd be open today, so I can't phone 'til tomorrow, and only then if I can get away. Hoping to have everything sorted before the holidays end, but I doubt it. Also hoping to get lucky and would have to miss the sponsored walk on Sunday (shame, really /sarc). But again - unlikely.

Maybe a nice hot mid-day bath and incense will bring me down from this.
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11 April 2009 @ 12:02 pm
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