Careful Patterns in the Snow

gaeaf @ 2009-04-14T17:33:00

2009-04-14T16:40:59Z

Okay... So I didn't phone. Was up until 7.30am last night/this morning, woke up at midday and promptly woke up again at 3.30pm. Found I didn't actually have time in the end. At least tomorrow I won't have anyone getting in the way, which helps. I'm starting to doubt that I'll be able to do it, even then.

Very tired now.

I'm rather at a loss at the moment, to be honest.

nausea

2009-04-13T23:10:57Z

nausea nausea nausea nausea nausea just like last night. Hopefully I'll get to sleep some this time 'round. Related to the Up/down Up/down cycle? Certainly feels like it.

I've got rabbit scratches all over my left hand and I need to remember to phone the doctor.

Mania Maybe?

2009-04-13T13:40:04Z

Been getting quite a buzz from this #amazonfail thing. Despite being gay myself, I don't feel consumed by anger/indignation/irritation/fear/sadness by this; just another reason to avoid Amazon, that's all.

Just waiting for the crash now - first time I've recognised that I'm (probably) in a manic phase while still in it. I suppose it's quite good that my first post back in a while documents a mid-manic ramble.

There's so much I want to say, and yet - there's nothing, or maybe everything is going by too quickly for me to catch it. I feel like I could type faster than anyone, say the most amazing things. What's stopping me? It's not the right time. Why? I couldn't possibly say. There's only one other piece of business to type down before it's time to sign off, and I'm reluctant to get there - I want to carry on indefinitely, but I have no idea what to say. But better this than doing something dangerous physically or financially, I suppose!

So, well. Planning on making an appointment at the doctor's soon. And isn't that a troubling thought? Takes an edge off the energy, but I liked where I was at just fine - I don't want this creeping anxiety/nausea back, ta. But then I just want it over with. I don't think they'd be open today, so I can't phone 'til tomorrow, and only then if I can get away. Hoping to have everything sorted before the holidays end, but I doubt it. Also hoping to get lucky and would have to miss the sponsored walk on Sunday (shame, really /sarc). But again - unlikely.

Maybe a nice hot mid-day bath and incense will bring me down from this.
xx

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2009-04-11T11:02:02Z

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22:18 OMG THERE WAS NEW RED DWARF?? WHY WAS I NOT INFORMED?? D: #

22:22 Aww. It was on Dave. I don't get Dave, anymore. #

22:33 Up nice and early tomorrow to go to Tenby (why go so far away to do something we could do almost down the road??) XD #

00:01 @Jess_91 ummm... I don't know? Becky txted me saying that me, her + Sarah should go... So I was like 'okay sure!' o.o? lol! #

00:01 @Jess_91 I'm guessing shopping? XD #

00:03 @_Toki_ I did! I'll be eating it for like a week though! o.o Ohh did you find your disk? #

00:04 Woah, Twitter's changed again! :D yay. Okay, off to bed w/ me! Night all. xx #

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2009-04-10T11:03:40Z

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16:40 Woke up at 7 this morning. Why?? Far too early! #

16:46 Thorntons egg arrived today. OMG so big! Barely fits into my chocolate hidey-hole! The other egg + chocolates seem tiny now! :D #

16:47 @_Toki_ I ALWAYS lose/break those things! XD #

16:51 @_Toki_ Aahhh! :o #

17:08 Just started playing The Sims 2: Pets. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

00:01 I have so much work to do but have been doing absolutely NOTHING. What's wrong with me?? >.<;; #

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2009-04-09T11:02:34Z

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17:47 Yay lasagna tonight! xx #

00:49 "People shouldn't throw stones, regardless of housing situation." #

00:52 Aww poor broken Twitter! xx #

00:54 No more! Sleep!! Night night lovely peeps! xx #

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2009-04-08T11:01:58Z

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14:36 Ow. My head hurts. It's what I get for not wearing my glasses! Ow ow ow #

14:40 Just started playing Spore. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

15:09 Just started playing The Sims 2: Pets. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

22:08 I can't wait 'til Sunday. I WANT TEH CHOCOLATE NAO! :D #

22:24 "Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire." #

00:06 I just bought a Thorntons egg. I'm not rich enough to be spending 30-odd quid on chocolate! <.<; Feeling vaguely guilty now. #

01:11 @atisoka Milk, with continental choccies xx #

03:44 Just started playing Minesweeper. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

04:10 Sooo tempted to buy more chocolate- but no! I SHALL resist! Sleep now, honestly! :o #

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2009-04-07T11:02:19Z

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17:44 Just started playing The Sims 2: Pets. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

20:09 Think I'm getting another chest infection. Lovely. :/ #

22:10 In December 2008, an employee of Target was fired for losing The Game whilst at work. XD rofl. #

22:21 tinyurl.com/8a7fe :o! #

00:21 @_Toki_ ;D #

02:27 Well, at least my background's back now! :D #

02:31 Ack, insomnia, why must thou plague me? #

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2009-04-06T11:01:49Z

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20:59 Everytime I come on Twitter, it changes. Not in a big, annoying way though. Not complaining. :3 #

21:10 banana bread banana bread banana bread ♥♥♥ #

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2009-04-05T11:01:48Z

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20:59 Enjoyed London + parliament. Saw a few protesters, but didn't get close enough to centre to see main events (read: riots :P). #

21:01 Highlight was definately seeing the musical, 'Wicked'. Beautiful + unexpected in many places. This coming from a musical UNenthusiast :D #

21:06 Most definately a must see. For some reason, expected something between the two stars (must have been because of their first duo) #

21:07 Anyway, spending the next forever resting. Stocking up on chocolate for easter now XD #

21:46 uploading photos to facebook. xx #

22:49 Internet sssllloooowwwiiinnngg ddooowwnnn... DX #

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2009-04-02T11:02:09Z

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17:30 I have done 2 of 7 things I need to do today. <.<; #

17:33 I'll be in London tomorrow + Friday. Maybe'll get a glimpse of the action (or protests!). #G20 #

17:39 Oh, and: Happy April Fools! :) #

20:44 And so the Big Guys enter no. 10. BBC = lolcoverage #G20 #

20:49 Wondering why people are rioting against #G20. I mean, really, do you guys WANT to end up in a depression? #

21:28 I like how iPod and Queen are gaining in the trends. :D #

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2009-04-01T11:01:59Z

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22:35 GODDAMNIT, why is I have nothing to do for days on end, then 1000 things come along at once?? DX #

22:36 why is it I*, my apologies. #

23:04 "So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past." - The Great Gatsby #

23:08 Okay, back to work! :/ #

01:19 Woah, Twitter's changed again! And as of this moment, I trust no-one. :P #

01:24 @Plustenstrength For some reason, I always just assumed Yanks would be okay w/ Brits in the US, just not anyone else! :D good luck #

01:50 @_Toki_ hahaha awesome, how'd you find it? I enjoyed it at first, but am royally sick of it now - part of my coursework! :P #

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2009-03-31T11:02:33Z

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16:46 Won an easter egg at a charity comp. Yay, but regretting lent now! :P #

17:45 ·The Brain's not here at the moment, please leave a message after the beep· #

18:36 Base time! Late night tonight though :/ #

20:10 As funny as it may sound, I actually have respect for 'chavs' now. They are, I realise, a necessary part of society. o.o #

20:50 yum yum rolls xx #

20:56 The easter egg is tempting me...! Nooooo...! #

20:58 @PembrokeDave Even I did! hahahahaha #

21:02 Woah, getting odd tweets appearing randomly from anywhere and everywhere. Ahhh! Confused now. #

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2009-03-30T11:01:54Z

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15:07 Awesome party last night. Costumes were lol. Music was mostly shite though (not the host's choice, she has GOOD taste) :D #

15:17 yum yum yum banana bread #

15:47 @Megamonious Sorry about the no-reply, your tweet's only just shown up! o.o It was Neil Gaiman! ♥ :3 #

15:54 Damnit I want more banana bread but that would be greedy + make me fat /cravings #

16:00 Life Tip: Never get latex in your eyebrows or prepare to have only half left afterwards. o.o; #

16:18 Downloading Fedora. Gonna try that one out, since I wasn't too keen on Ubuntu. Gonna take absolutely forever though! :o #

20:42 No no nono anything but coursework! ugh, I hate writing about crap I'm not particularly interested in & which tends to be inaccurate anyway. #

21:16 up uP UP... Aaaannnd crash! ... Gah, wish I didn't have work to avoid so I could just sleep now. :$ #

00:17 re: KFC adverts: I KNOW HOW YOU TREAT THOSE CHICKENS! I don't care how damn fresh the food may be, I'm not setting foot in a place like that #

02:21 Yay for sleeping 4 hours tonight. >.> #

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2009-03-29T11:02:51Z

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15:03 Will be at a party during Earth Hour. Will also be half-expecting/hoping lights to go off during (wouldn't be surprised!). xx #

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2009-03-27T12:02:18Z

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16:31 Just started playing Spore. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

17:45 beepbeepbeep "AHH! WHERE IS THAT BEEPING COMING FROM??" /goes insane #

18:39 My legs ache now. Rather randomly. #

18:57 @neilhimself You totally need to force Sir Pratchett into twittering. Naturally I assume you're best friends as you did 1 book together. ;) #

19:05 @stephenfry The Gadget Show recommends the iTouch/iPhone as a gaming console over PSP & DSi. Oh, funny! Thought you might like to hear. #

20:59 @neilhimself OMG yay! :D Thank you for replying, and you are an awesome author, y'know! ^.^ #

21:00 @MSWindows Awww. Thanks anyway! #

21:02 @terryandrob I didn't know you were on Twitter! You are absolutely my favourite author, and you seem like an awesome person all round! xx #

21:03 @terryandrob ... Y'know, just in case you didn't quite realise your awesome-ness yet. :D #

21:04 Ooohh! I get all excited when a celebrity @replies me! I'm such an attention whore, really. #

21:13 Been getting my costume ready for a fancy dress on Sat. Time-consuming costumes are vaguely annoying. #

21:17 No! Go away annoying people! I don't like you and don't want to talk to you! >.> #

21:19 OMG SMS ALERT! I don't have Vodafone! You suck, Twitter! Naw, not really. :3 #

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2009-03-26T12:02:11Z

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21:48 Cardiff is pretty & shiny & has lots and lots of sushi. Cardiff is win. :) #

21:50 'The best laid schemes o' mice an' men / Gang aft agley' #

21:54 @MSWindows Paint is good in 7! It's like Photoshop for poor people! ;) #

21:56 @dresdencodak Noooo! Come back to the dark side...! #

21:59 Oh god I just love sushi bars. I've only been around 3 times, and I'm already obsessed with the things. They're just so much fun! xx #

00:21 Tired now. Night night. xx #

00:44 @MSWindows Hey there, is there any info about when RC for 7 will be out? Will it be when 7000 expires? Is it gonna be released at all?? :D #

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2009-03-25T12:01:39Z

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20:30 Just started playing Spore. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

20:45 Ahh! Have to get up even earlier tomorrow! 6am! Still, I know someone who gets up at 5am in order to swim. For hours. Silly! :D #

21:53 Broke lent again yesterday. DX Reason? I forgot! That's twice I've done that now! xx #

21:55 I don't think I'm suited to this whole 'giving up' lark. Lucky I don't smoke/drink then. o.o #

22:06 Okay, not interested in @YourObamaUpdate enough to tolerate a page full of spam, ta. XD #

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2009-03-23T12:01:55Z

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22:40 RT: @Foodimentary : It takes 50 gallons of maple sap to make one gallon of maple sugar. (WOAH!) #

22:46 I like Franz Ferdinand, but I don't think I should be loving the new single as much as I do. :3 #

23:21 @_Toki_ Yay cake! Nomnom. #

23:23 The new Ka advert had to be explained to me. I couldn't understand why, if they made a song for the ad, why they had those lyrics. LOL. #

23:27 @wasabisauce AoE is awesome, I don't blame you. :P (btw: I adore wasabi! o.o) #

23:29 ARRG. Why must Facebook break all the time?? #

23:33 Watching Captain Corelli's Mandolin. No offence to him as an actor in general, but Cage is a crap Corelli. His accent is godawful, for one. #

23:48 @owlex Same here! Not teeth, but similar. Those dreams always seem so reasonable, even if freaky stuff happens. xx #

23:50 Disappointed 2 see a lot of people following just to be followed back. If I don't follow back for whatever reason, they're gone within hours #

01:46 I just realised that I emailed Asus tech support over a month ago, and they didn't reply. How rude. XD #

01:48 @_Toki_ Ummm... They just want to feel loved? XD #

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2009-03-22T12:01:28Z

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17:57 Just started playing Age Of Empires III. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

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2009-03-21T12:02:07Z

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21:05 I love how some people mouth "she's gay!" by way of explaination to others as if I'm not supposed to find out. XD #

21:23 I just love Age of Empires III - until recently I just couldn't stand it, as well. xx #

21:29 Fretting over Mother's Day slightly. Only slightly. #

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2009-03-20T12:01:30Z

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17:45 Just started playing Age Of Empires III. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

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2009-03-19T12:02:10Z

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19:10 Just started playing Age of Mythology: The Titans. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

20:23 Seriously would like to go to a LAN party. None anywhere near here, though. It's what you get for pretty countryside! XD #

20:55 Just started playing Age Of Empires III. raptr.com/Lizz_A #

00:40 Oooo... New button at the bottom of the page... *press* *press* *press* *press* *press* OMG will it never end??? Okay, off to bed now. xx #

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2009-03-18T12:02:00Z

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17:03 Widg·et
n. an easy way to show your tweets on another web site.
LOL. This is new. o.o #

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2009-03-17T12:02:05Z

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17:34 BIOS Flashing is annoying (+ slightly scary). #

17:47 Need to get Mother's Day + a birthday present with non-existant money. Umm... eeek? xx #